Epiphany

(I wrote this on 8/23- wanted to enter some of the events leading to this and then enter this. I have since been talking with my mom and, day by day, we are all healing...)
Instead of calling this a breakdown, meltdown, etc. I shall refer to it as an Epiphany. (Sometimes looking at things from a new perspective can make a world of difference. It also helps to try to not be so negative toward myself and these life occurrences.)
I had a realization today that lead to me crying in the shower. I thought about our shower head and lack of water due to built up lime. I remembered talking to my mom about this and how she had suggested using vinegar. She made this suggestion while we were shopping in Wal-Mart (nearly 2 weeks ago) I remembered shopping in Target and all of the other fun things we had done during that time she was here (Sunday, Monday, Tuesday and 1/2 of Wednesday) Including these trips and her cooking and her taking pictures of her fun times with Baby. Then I remembered Wednesday afternoon and was upset that our world has changed so dramatically in a very short amount of time. It doesn't seem fair that unfortunate things happen to good people. I called my mom and spoke to her to once again remind her that I love her and we all love her and I hope that she can come and spend some time again soon.